Ideas to HELP us UNDERSTAND "WEIRD world"

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Fri. Sept. 13, 2024, 5:30 pm.

Another Funny story. I went to a last of summer Festival .. so fun.  But I had just realized some horrible thing and was convinced it was over. END TIMES! Maybe just the horrible kids behaviour I was watching .. around my awful community. Screaming, littering BAD humans. Without CIVILITY we die .. and parent shave their head in their phone OBLIVIUS. If you are selfish and shallow enough to have a kid today .. no wonder you are not AWARE parenting is the job of creating a CIVIL human. No civility? Civilization ends. So when I saw a bag with a terrified and hopeless stick man face on it I wanted to BUY it. But it was poor quality fabric, yet only 20 $ and so fun .. END Times to laugh at. I am broke .. at the end of investing more in this PLAN, so I said I would think about it and come back. I went like 20 get around the corner and decided I need that face of DOOM, to replace my broken purse. Be darned there was a guy buying it! I knew it was the only one and could not believe I lost it in less than 2-3 minutes. I was sad and told anyone who would listen about my loss. One lady said some Russian quote I now forgot .. "If it is good, don't wait!" maybe? .. I thought like my daughter says "poor H B always thinking she is not FAIR losing!" 😢 Hmm .. Is that what my focus on FAIR is about? God wants good for us .. why am I always losing everything. glad that has been put away. No one has lost more than me. I get the trophy, but finally I gave up whining .. probably when I got so obsessed with what makes up TOTAL HUMAN HEALTH.

So if you feel you had an UNFAIR life .. forget about it! Focus on god wants GOOD for us. If you keep that in mind it helps god since he gave us that magic magnet so we just GET GOOD STUFF. (link). But what I have discovered the BETTER comes later. Almost everything I have believed a loss has made up the parts of this SYSTEM! Yes they were losses for me .. but if the resultant ACCOUNTING SYSTEM helps lots of people .. all good! Would you believe I NO LONGER believe it is END TIMES!! That bag would have been a WASTE!! Richard Goodall and Learnmore got into the finale of AGT!! Only a country of DECENT Humans would vote for them. Not glitzy, and Richard is so simple, OLD and has a belly and old clothes, but a beautiful singer. I think those Americans just loved his HEART and wanted to give him a break. Learnmore's comedy was how WEIRD Americans are. I am so impressed! For the first time in more than 6 years I BELIEVE there are MORE GOOD Humans than zombies .. selfish and SHALLOW! WE do not need a DOOM FACE .. we need my awesome heart symbol even MORE perfect now! Please help me get all us good humans TOGETHER, share our resources, talents and skills and together like a "CONSTRUCTION CREW" let's build my ARCHITECTURAL System. OTHER SPONSORS will replicate the design and we can TAKE OVER THE WORLD. Easy peasy ..      well not really .. FAIR needs TRUTH to then balance its duality so all are HAPPY. But HARD Heaven will be better than what we are LIVING!

So TOOL # 1 is the Magic Magnet .. god WANTS us to have great things and will SEND THEM TO US .. especially if we BELIEVE it. The Law of attraction especially brings what we want if we build each others confidence and feeling of DESERVEDNESS. (This is why selfish show Left brains always get ahead of us. We think of others, the common good .. meantime their confident DESERVEDNESS attracts everything before we have a chance to FINSH THINKNG!!

Sun. Aug 25, 2024, 5:00 pm.

We lost the DOOM FACE bag in 2 the minutes of questioning, thinking re $ and quality scarcity! Had we been FAST like action minds .. we would have had a garage quality bag with a sad face we no longer HAVE to HAVE! We are going to win. Even the just stressed BAD (selfish and shallow) Humans will join us. When we are overwhelmed and overloaded with part time jobs and commuting to try to pay rent and eat is is HARDER to be the best HUMAN. But together supporting each other SHARING our resource life becomes easier. We all have skills and talents to contribute even if we do not have property or resources to add to our community. Imagine a street of elderly who need help connected to young people who are jobless. The old people would have "family" and the youth would be so happy to care for their supporters. WE are wasting iso very much by only focusing on $$. Pretty ridiculous!

Sun. Aug 25, 2024, 5:00 pm.

Fri. Se                                                                                  pt 27, 2024, 3:00 pm.

Seems each zodiac has a certain character? Imagine if every one of the above opposites where my daughter and I .. no FAIR .. no WONDER our relationship is hell! If it is ever not SELFISH to have a child again .. because things IMPROVE .. DO NOT GET PREGNANT in opposing Horoscopes!! 😓

My horoscope ..Pisces are too sensitive! 

"Stop being so sensitive. Oops! Maybe I shouldn't have said that. It's like telling an Aries not to be impulsive! Or a Libran not to be indecisive! And your sensitivity is what makes you aware of issues other people don't notice. Your ability to pick up on subtle signs and signals is impressive. It's a skill that needs appreciating. But not when it's working to your detriment. If you come into contact with tactless behaviour this weekend, do your best to ignore it. Don't waste time feeling hurt when there's so much to feel glad about."

Once again EVERYTHING is good AND bad! we all need to BE MORE SENSITIVE! but if it is debilitating into panic at all that is NOT FAIR .. we have to try to dull our broad perspective and focus close by .. on a flower or bird! Being indecisive is only bad when EXTREME .. sure beats the IMPULSIVE of ARIES .. HMM .. what % of people in charge are ARIES? Wonder if Left brain tends to be Aries? 

EPIPHANY !!

So much to LEARN. fascinating! I guess what makes me EVIL to short sighted action people ..is my I guess FORCING them to care about learning and being CURIOUS. They are just NOT ABLE to question and WONDER and they feel abused by my constant ?teaching excitement of what I have just learned or CONNECTED! .. ?? 🤔

Tues. Sept 3, 2024, 9:30 am. 

see image .. onion layered THINKING, crackle shell = Republicans, elastic skin = WOKE only Liberals .. no thinking MORE deeply into DUALITY!

For example!

Sun. Aug 25, 2024, 5:00 pm.

• FREEDOM .. we are not even FREE to say LGBQRSTUVX is stupid. Gay is not normal just like bipolar is not .. yet a different brain gets stigmatized while they get a PARADE, we get shunned. I don't care what you do with your genitals but please FACE probably birth control in the water didi damage to our chromosomes! We are now ALL MENTALLY ILL! so put that in your nonsense WOKE? idiocy. I would say the only FREEDOM we would have on "SANE planet", is to NOT harm others and RESPECT and value everything to CONSERVE resources and REDUCE toxins!

Tues. Aug 27, 2024, 8:00 pm.

I know for me there was loss after loss after loss .. no wonder I feel paralyzed and like I am no longer ME. Most of what IDENTIFIED me is GONE! my beloved car, my buffalo connections, closest friends are dead! "SHUT DOWN" with no vax stopped my travel (every few months NYC / Phila) so I got TRAPPED in a BOX like a trained circus elephant! Now even planning to go to a local CONCERT is hard. I can't escape from my "circus ring" My life has gone from full .. to EMPYTY .. yes devoid of SOUL! My friend feels the same .. lost! Her wording "lost soul" was excellent! The covid lockdown stole too many souls .. even some Left Brains! But as she also said .. without us creative and THOUGHTFUL Right brains the world would be an ugly place!

Do you not GET the world is collapsing SOON? why would you bring another human you SUPPOSEDLY LOVE? into this world BEFORE you fix the problems??? I am so eveil for thinkng that let alone saying that which is why me and lots of people WANT OFF THE PLANET! But why should we go (die) we are the GOOD HUMANS, THOUGHTFUL and caring of OTHERS. Those tunnel vision, who care only for self and can see nothing more .. are BAD HUMANS. Smarten up or death to you. I gave you a choice .. why not SMARTEN UP??.. you can borrow our brain and live! LISTEN .. LEARN to "SEE (think)"  BETTER.. or die! Sorry you have already doe way ENOUGH damage. (re Gay? you are giving a probably NORMAL child NO NATURAL ROLE MODEL. we already did enough destruction with divorce .. we do not need more family NURTURE (while teaching NORMAL NATURAL) destruction.

Such a shallow focus. Sadly half are also focused on win LOSE instead of a WIN/ WIN community. A medal is ok but sports last me when Blue Jays WON but one point. A big GOOD human would have brought the other team ALONG on the WIN celebration. Instead they go home as LOSERS? I do not understand. no wonder I never have understood the world. At least now I know other pisces? HSP (ESP's) maybe depressed or bipolar people, will feel like me. Sadly the stress and struggle of life is shutting down too many GOOD humans turning them mean instead of the good people they were when they still had HOPE!

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Sun. Aug 25, 2024, 6:00 pm.

NO IDEA what answer is to the last question in title .. kind of MIND BOGGLING, eh? But I was thinking of the first question today. Time is going SOOOO fast. Is it because we have no moment just to STOP and BREATHE? If we are too stressed to SAVOUR moments time is just gone! Time is moments. and selfies or pics of food are not REAL AUTHENTIC LIFE. We live such plastic phone lives! So time is gone because it has no REAL relevance to human connection and continuity! If we can not SAVOUR moments, have lost our ABILITY to, time will just fly by.

Damn I did this somewhere else about smelling the roses. will stop for now to manage time.😆 .. TIME!! 

EDIT NEEDED!! no time no $ to hire someone SKILLED! I am just good at collecting and connecting ever so slowly. nobody else has the patience or WEIRD BRAIN. 🙈  😁

WAIT .. another NOTE found .. Time gone, summer gone, we have no MIND SPACE to SAVOUR ANYTHING!! .. so time flies! Strange cause we are always doing the same thing .. how BORING .. time should be SLOW! But moments just blend into more moments on that STUPID SCREEN .. it makes us STUPID SHEEP. Especially many young are "stupid screen sheep"! Sorry life is more than some heading on the damn screen. you think you know everything but you do NOT. Listen to us old guys! Those who are not SELFISH and shallow know MORE than stupid blogs and social .. BECAUSE WE CONNECTED IDEAS! You do not! No connection means no TRUTH, so some of us have even less time confused by twisted facts that suit each side. SO SO many bad things in our society. No way forward but collapse. Let's crate our own NEW CLUB and survive together SANELY! .. as the fire alarm blares 3rd time in 24 hours. So this is how my tax money is spent? Ridiculous sensitive alarms and 3 fir engines 3x??? Get me out of insane world PLEASE!

Fri. Sept. 27, 2024, 3:00 pm.

I swear when I went to Greektown to pretend I moved there .. I SWEAR time went slower! I was checking distances and how long things would take me to reach, in my new location. It was totally bizarre that my watch seemed to be SLOW .. time was NOT speeding like NORMAL in downtown. If everything is energy and everything is CONNECTED .. then the GOOD "vibration" of an actual neighbourhood, vs concrete towers of DISCONNECT .. kind of makes sense, eh? Fascinating!!

Tues. sept. 3, 2024, 10:00 am

Why does my son say everything is FAKE NEWS? 

Is that the simple word for COMMUNICATION "they" provide, that ONLY supports their OWN goal of POWER and control. I MYSELF do not STOP/ Listen/ Think/ Learn .. I immediately get my feelings hurt because they were being INSENSITIVE and DISRESPECTFUL of the ritua; and routine of us old people. Pay attention to the news BUT realizing it has Propoganda slant. YOU ANALYZE and evaluATE  .. YOU DO NOT THOW OUT EVERYTHING. LIFE IS AN ONION OF PROBELMS TO LAYER THROUGH! ONCE I FEEL DISRESPECTED AND NO VAALUED I SHUT DOWN. Brain no longer works.

But back to the IMPORTANT part vs the feelings hurt shut down!

Is "FAKE NEWS" the simple word for COMMUNICATION "they" provide, that ONLY supports their OWN goal of POWER and control. 

1. Stop feeling disrespected .. LISTEN, LEARN FIRST! Left brain are DISABLED and mean no harm. If we are sensitive and feel hurt we can not HEAR the idea. That is probably why it tokk me forever to understand ORDER! vs dear for control and power!
2. FAKE NEWS is a simplified way for left brains to throw everything in a PROPOGANDA tunnel Narrow minded VISION simplifies and confuses deeper thinkers. yet we confuse them with too much depth and if they are also WARRIOR gene, they will attack. ( we are danger .. confusion which is discomfort. Does this make sense? 
3. "FAKE NEWS" the simple word for COMMUNICATION which "they" provide, that ONLY supports their OWN goal of POWER and control. So communication too is DUAL, it can = Propoganda. We tend to use COMMUNICATION as GOOD but should be AWARE it too can be used for evil!! .. and Bernays did so soon after the printing press! (public Relations/ marketing !
4. Left brains simplify us, who want REAL ORDER as dictators and thinking we are god! I have NEVER understood this! I can not even make a little desired by the prospect SALE .. how can I want to control everything? CONTROL FREAKS want ORDER, not control. Abusive people want CONTROL because they need to WIN to feel good. Once this desire to win and control hits extreme .. we get EVIL .. or corporate greed!

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