Sat. Sept 28, 2024, 6:00 pm.

new owner of Woodland .. no express line .. nice thought "value ALL customers"  .. on second thought STUPID!!

Thurs. Oct 3, 2024, 10:30 am. sorry mind is blown .. Pan Am buffalo!

OMG .. everything connects but we have DISCONNECTED since electricity was invented! and our brain is also electric! Da Vinci 500 years ago said all connects .. science /art, AND vice versa! but we started DISCONNECTING ALL THINGS and IDEAS. We lost Da Vinci's human "desire to understand"! Losing our HUMAN DESIRE TO UNDERSTAND (Curiousity) = loss of human. especially when we put NATIVES in schools to "EDUCATE" them into OUR IDIOCY!!

Sat. August 31, 2024, 9:30 am.

The reason for the collapse of capitalism and democracy is EXTREME .. no balance, and LAZY and irresponsible behaviour. We want everything FAST and EASY. We quit connecting as REAL HUMANS and now connect only in "MORE, faster, easier and SPECIAL". "Humans together" is a concept gone zombies are oblivious to). Instead of all CONNECTING as humans, which is NORMAL!! .. (natural) .. all in our society connects as $$ (profit, power and prestige!). We mistakenly think MORE is better! Even MIDDLE CLASS went EXTREME! WOW! I never said that before! I wondered why we STILL said I want my kid to do better than me, when we already were very entitled. Just get me a bathroom instead of outhouse .. no need for our NONSENSE EXTREME ENTITLED EVERYTHING! What I totally do not understand is hoe we still have such ridiculous ads when all those I know are barley paying rent. cruises, huge trucks, jacuzzis .. we can't even own a house anymore? So what I mean .. media is not so much EVIL .. as stupid .. or wait I guess the advertiser are STUPID. Wrong again .. wish everybody ELSE would keep learning like me .. damn you lazy people who won't keep learning (discussing, rethinking, to compromise the DUALITY of each side or idea.)

sorry .. above was written after this para and my mind always goes "bloggy"? like all separate ideas vs CONNECTED neatly in a BIG picture. But nobody does big picture anymore ! we live in a world of tall disocnnect of all ideas. Each is SPECIAL. But in REAL NORMAL HUMAN World everything CONNECTS!! 

(A BOOK especially a new "THEORY" must be very focused .. a blog is more informal? 

WOW! EY polycrisis .. you can take your 80 pages .. and summarize into (Normal? natural .. all will CONNECT TOGETHER regardless what it is!!) HELL ?? .. is where all connects to MONEY! "Success" and MORE! EVERYTHING will devolve into horrible quality of life. Heaven? (Hard because life is grey .. we must calculate how much black vs white is best!) "Heaven" is where it all connects for the TOTAL HEALTH or quality of life of ALL HUMANS TOGETHER! We have arrived at hell because we are NOT connected, nor do we connect with NATURE or the ideas of NORMAL values .. "HARM NO ONE! BE FAIR!" Disconnect of all = HELL. CONNECT for the common (we) and greater (US) good is HEAVEN. But takes lots of WORK and PATIENCE!

Sun. Aug 25, 2024, 11:00 am

In a normal FUNCTIONING world ..EVERYTHING CONNECTS. Whether we like it or not NORMAL .. and natural is that all humans connect, systems all connect and IDEAS MUST CONNECT. Not only have we DIVIDED, Separated humans into warring camps .. but we separated all work and jobs so that NOTHING in any system CONNECTS. ALL of our "functioning" society systems are just SILOES, not systems at all but just disconnected simplicity. When work was to make our community successful everything CONNECTED. Disconnect .. even if it is to "specialize" so we get "really good" in a certain area .. is DESTRUCTIVE. Then to add insult to injury these separated SILOS of people, systems go on to DISCONNECT IDEAS. Without COMMUNICATION between people, and systems .. IDEAS can not be connected. CONNECTED ideas = HUMAN INTELLIGENCE! Our disconnect of everything has ALSO destroyed our INTELLIGENCE!

So we are BRAIN DEAD in 3 ways!! OMG!! for a lifetime I yelled about 56 names for sugar in our processed foods DESTROYING our brain. never mind concrete dust of cities, and all the other TOXINS we created with great OBLIVION. Then in the last decades I realized how not just the microwave TOXINS of 5G etc was frying our brains but our PHONE FACED SHEEP existence. I did not say LIFE. Thoreau questioned LIFE in Walden Pond .. do we even still have LIVES .. or do we exist merely as SCREEN ZOMBIES? SO we who researched .. always knew our brains were being eaten by sugar infused foods, we knew the phone (google, Siri, instagram, X) were destroying our attention AND ABILITY TO THINK .. but now I realize our disconnect of everything .. every idea SPECIALIZED with NO CONNECTION TO NATURAL or "NORMAL!" has also DISABLED our brain!! 

Every invention is wonderful .. but our slide into zombie MINDLESSNESS always takes it EXTREME. EXTREME almost always destroys! Even love .. we EACH have to take responsibility for HUMANITY. Parents today if they think love is letting your horrible kid do what he wants .. sorry .. you are just BEING LAZY and TWISTING what love is! SO .. we either quit disconnect of everything and balance with MODERSTION .. or we die. Humans go extinct while zombies rule the DYSTOPIA they created. SCREAMERS have taken over and us quiet THINKERS are missing a LAST OPPORTUNITY to stop the collapse of civilization. it took us 50 years to start listening to Rachel Carlson .. THIS TIME you have like 72 days to LISTEN TO ME. (Civil war .. Kamala, or dictatorship .. Trump)

come on .. we think electric cars and plant burgers will save our disrespectful CONSUMPTION/ waste/ toxic society? We send 2 to space for 6 days and they are stuck 8 months? We think "Israel has a right to DEFEND ITSELF??" Seriously? The You are devoid of MIND and "heart" (found in your Right THINKING) brain hemisphere. OCT 7 was almost a year ago .. and they are still killing innocent people in the name of "self defence"! What the hell has happened to our BRAINS?? We do not even SEE our stupid? crazy? or evil? ..  😱! emoji is stupid .. we are seriously going down so how is an emoji there .. even I am totally BRAIN DEAD!

We are BRAIN DEAD from so many TOXINS! Toxins can just be BAD BEHAVIOUR!

1. So MUCH bad behaviour .. loss of consideration for others well being! Accepting EVIL. Capitalism led to GREED, led to Public Relations, TWISTING for only selfish benefits, led to worship of profit, only $$ having value. HARM was ok. Our brain death can all relate to loss of any responsibility to the "WE/ US" HUMAN Bank! Once "ME! mine, here, now" took hold, we were heading to extinction.
2. DISCONNECT of all NORMAL .. We are so oblivious we never even NOTICED! Natural earth and cosmos ALL CONNECTS, we thought disconnecting people, systems and especially ideas would be fine, because after all .. we are SPECIAL! NO! IT IS COLOSALLY DESTRUCTIVE of ALL quality of life. Natives survived millennia because they connected everything in nature and the sky with each other and their BEHAVIOUR! add .. EXTREME no moderation or balance which is NATURE
3. SHALLOW non THINKNG behaviour, based on "I am special, I have RIGHTs!" no need for RESPECT or responsibility for our big picture .. our human FAMILY and home, I am SPECIAL. 
4. Sugar 56 names in all foods, plus the MYRIAD other toxins that harm our health and BRAIN. Charging 2$ for brown sugar water is great profit, PLUS destroys will power. (CONSUME more!)
5. Phone faced sheep .. Screen loss of any REAL ATTENTION .. just get the answer on googleor from some conceited influencer.
6. PHYSICAL brain loss thru 5G and microwaves. Seriously obviously nobody gets this is PURE BRAIN FRY
7. STRESS overload overwhelm .. or just STRESS purely to SURVIVE day to day.. fried our physical health PLUS our ability to THINK. Our world is now TOO MUCH!! Everything is SCREAMING. For us sensitives it is NOT LIVABLE!
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HAH! I just took those twigs flying around in my brain and organized them into ONE TREE .. The Tree with the BRANCHES of why decent HUMANS got STUPID and MEAN. The ORIGINAL families willing to harm OTHER humans and our earth home .. are the EVIL we MUST now remove. Sorry but if Israel can claim elf defence .. we sure as hell can! How do we reach them though. they will up security and jail us on any made up thing. Sheep zombies won't come to our defence. BUT .. they are very FEW! we can hopefully bring around all the other corporations that just FOLLOW ALONG. SELFISH Shareholders (us pensioners!) do keep them evil! Sp enlist seniors .. or we may have to kill them (WAR!) We either DO something now .. or we good humans DIE. Would it not be better to kill BAD HUMANS willing to harm others for the only the SELF? "ME!mine, here, NOW!" must GO .. or REAL Humans will be EXTINCT!

Sat. Aug. 24, 2024, 3: 45 pm.

What us HAPPENING .. it really does FEEL like ZOMBIELAND. Now that iSAID that .. eeeeyh .. it is becoming REALITY! I keep telling my son I agree with his "they sure seem to want us DEAD .. so confusing and chaotic .. must be end times." I keep saying I AGREE but I can not HANDLE that horrible reality and must keep pretending there is hope. But sometimes the reality of our times really hits .. and it is HORRIFYING. (see below!) Can we join together and try this better FAIR way SYSTEM I designed? Please! bring your talents and connections. I have done all I can, so now it is up to you to join in. My skill is collecting and connecting divergent ideas and my topic of fascination was TOTAL Human Health. I will keep working HARD, but can go no further without partners.

It feels LONG TRADITIONAL events are no longer well attended. A premonition for no Greek festival this year .. that is old! We surely no longer have any WORK connection. That had pride and "family" as part of it once. Now to work is just a bunch of part time disconnected not (attached/ loyal ) bodies. How far from the google and apple TEAM days of the ?2000's we have come (Beauty spaces with fun and joining TOGETHER). Long time restaurants are closing .. it just feels like humans PRESENT in community is ALREADY missing. How often do you talk to a stranger? I make it my mission and they are 98% of the time GREAT. Yet the face in phone knock you off the sidewalk always makes me hate people.

Sun. Sept 1, 2024, 3:30 pm.

We live in a $ centric world! But if we stick together we can take us back to a HUMAN CENTRIC society .. where humans will NOT go extinct. But our HUMAN centric is more NATURE/ NORMAL centric all nature connected not hHUMANS thinkng they are more awesome than any animal Sorry BUT .. at this point any animal is NICER than humans! We do unspeakable things! Even those who think they are GOOD humans like me. 😇  I see everything time I go to the garbage chute we are HORRIBLE beings. 👿  No DECENT human should be creating this much garbage!!

Wed. Oct. 2, 2024, 7:45 pm.

How is this possible? I think I saw he makes Tiny Tiny Home for 5000$? I guess that is PLUS (80) hours work? But how do we have a society where some people pay this for a meal to impresss a female, or get her some Jewellry .. while people are on the street sleeping? If the talent of the homeless people was HUMANLY appreciated .. they would CONTRIBUTE to society, in return for their safe shelter. People do NOT want handouts! They want to be valued and feel they BELONG! Those lazy welfare bums is just another of ALL the cons we have been "had" with. 

I am trying to remember if there is ANYTHING in my life that was ever truth??? For me university was still true to get ahead but by the mid 70's things were already declining!! (add Leinster) OMG .. no wonder I am ENRAGED. Even my "god" fearing childhood was a CON JOB! The bible was the first FAKE NEWS .. a great way to keep everybody BEHAVING .. no revolts.  I totally believe there COULD never be a universe without a MASTER developer! are atheists idiots. How do you think amazing nature of everything came about?? just magic?? God was the best developer EVER! not 5 star but 10 star! Plus .. he wants GOOD for every one of us. Not a chance the REAL god would EVER say somebody was "the CHOSEN ONES". That is EVIL! What?? I guess they could afford the first printing presses and got the con idea into the masses MINDS?? And we silly little sheep just fall for all this crap! Well! no wonder! .. now that they fried our brains with SUGAR in all food, plus screens to destroy our attention to any THINKING ..questioning, wondering, analyzing.

Aug 27, 2024, 9:30 pm!! 

The kids SCREAMING outside my window are unbelievable. you really think scoring in your game needs that kind of volume? SICK! we are a sick shallow SELFISH society. HAH .. The "SSS society" .. you now like KKK only murderous of EVERYONE but SELF or MY team. Please can I get off the planet? BUT .. since you are the BAD HUMANS .. YOU get the hell OFF THE PLANET. I don't care if I am "HSP" .. most people who are NORMAL HUMAN have some sensitivity to NOISE .. so shut up your face already .. you are NOT SPECIAL!! You are just another human like just an ANT or a RAT .. nothing special about you .. we are just HUMANS Like other species, except they are not as selfish and LOUD like us! I guess sometimes birds are loud .. but there they go again with their murderous screaming. What is WRONG with these uncivil young people? NO REAL PARENTS! Just phone faced older sheep in their house.

Sat. Aug 31, 2024, 4:30 pm. .. they drive me crazy!! so self absorbed .. plus dad of 3 girls at sugar Bach. STOP SCREAMING. There are people here just wanting to enjoy the lapping water of ferry sound! You and your kids are damn Bold oblivious and RUDE! Jail .. for you! No parenting = you in jail and your kids in ARMY camp! 🤬

Sorry I am just mind blown by the realization the AIR Show is run by .. same old ZOMBIES. These zombies think screaming ANNOUNCING .. plus MUSIC droning is what we are there to see. NO! At least thoughtful viewers are there for the SOUND (waiting for sound barrier to be broken), the precision, imagining the Pilots, the plane formation .. amazing! We are not paying attention to an AIR SHOW, to hear Mr announcer speak in his "I'm so cool" LOUD sing song voice! We are not excited for stupid regular music .. can't we just try to hear THE PLANES? .. you know the "AIR show!" So people are unable to FOCUS thoughtfully on ONE thing. They think life is multi tasking which was always stupid .. good only for productivity of workers increasing THEIR profit. But we sheep fell in line like with everything. "Job creators" get evil. Little businesses are great but then they want to FRANCHISE and then the path to evil begins! There are no JOBS today .. there are bits and pieces you might pull together to shelter and eat but they are either PART TIME used to be JOB! fragments or contracts. Contract evil just lets them fire people whenever they have a better possibility (cheaper IMMIGRANT .. or if biz slows(Whatever the problem WE TAKE the fall! (In higher value jobs they ASK what salary. if your foreign dad owns the condo obviously you can ask less salary than a Canadian whose family has not given him anything.

Thanks air show .. you just showed me why I HATE THE WORLD. People can not FOCUS their mind to THINK a little more deeply ! SCREAMING loud everything .. from tattoos, to hair, to nails replaes any depth of HUMANITY ! TOO loud, full of sensory overwhelm everywhere! yup I HATE the world. Sorry you turned me into a RAGING MURDEROUS almost 80 year old.😱 .. plus the soccer field is disgusting! What does all that SCTEAMING prove .. that you are winners. Sorry in my eyes you are the biggest losers ever. You win/ lose attitude it what is DESTROYING CIVILIZATION. Enjoy the hell you are creating!

So why do I rant when my audience would NOT be these kind of people. If you could get them to read this .. or write your own version .. maybe we could bring a few of them back to NORMAL good humans instead of self absorbed LOSERS. Win all the games you want but a win/ lose mentality always DESTROYS everything!! Sports people are Left brain unless TEAM and decency are part of winning. A decent human would not scream if they won by one point .. they would ensure the "loser" also feels he WON. We live in stupid world .. but it will not last much longer. Let's turn the tables on EVERYTHING!!

Sat. Aug 31, 2024, 9:00 am.

It takes awhile to show up .. but NATURE always wins. NORMAL world is CONNECTED. We DISCONNECTED all the GOOD and are left with ONLY BAD .. a TOXIC SOCIETY! "GOOD" .. is collecting and CONNECTING people, systems and ideas. Instead .. With our ABNORMAL (I'm SPECIAL" I have rights!") SELFISH, SHALLOW  focus .. we DISCONNECTED each thing from HUMAN .. to turn it into PROFIT! Instead of HUMAN'S TOTAL HEALTH our "connector" is PROFIT

Tues. Sept. 3, 2024, 1:15 pm

explain better later .. NOTHING MAKES SENSE!! ..very scary to recognize! hoe oblivious we are as a SOCIETY.

1. Kid being driven to school, first day .. telling parent driving to "GET OFF PHONE!!" eeeyih, talk about reversal of roles. That is one Right brain kid raised by a STUPID selfish totally IRRESPONSIBLE Left brain parent .. OR .. maybe stressed out of mind with 2 jobs?
2. Art Gallery gets biggest donation .. how does a person have this joy IN ONLY HIS HOME for "ME" the SELF and to impress others ONLY??  NO sharing with us impoverished ordinary folk. Probably No clue how mean he is being? Zombie OBLIVIOUS Left brain. Thank god his HEIRS were Selfless Spectrum extreme and Right brain SHARE character .. THANK you so much! (Is this how Carnegie and Frick were enemies? Never had time to read book "Meet you in hell" but Carnegie gave us LIBRARIES .. we don't know Frick.)
3. SECOND HARVEST .. taking good food being wasted to homeless shelters and food banks. #1 weird .. very hard to find their story .. who? how old are they. #2 stupidity! How long did it take us to figure this BETTER MANAGEMENT of RESOURCES? Seems recent. WE have really gotten brain dead! .. but NO ONE is paying ATTENYION to this ludicrous idiocy 🙈 we live in! 😱

Sat. Aug 31, 2024, 10:00 am.

I have been worried there will be no more Festivals or traditional (Erie County) FAIRS because it seems no one is attending! Too often I feel sad if I see an event on TV so sparsely attended. The announcers talk it up .. but of course maybe nothing is TRUTH anywhere because people have become too BRAIN DEAD to connect the dots!

My smart young concierge recognizing why no one goes to events anymore .. BECAUSE IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET TOGETHER. Greed capitalism means all part time ERRATIC SCHEDULES. You can't meet with your friends so most do not go alone!

We had no Greek Festival this year. No one wanted to sponsor because not enough viewers (possible sales connections) to cover the cost to put on. Oh but they wanted the SPONSOR GLORY. IF IT WAS NOT PROFITABLE AS A MARKETING/ SALES TOOL .. bye bye. We have such a TWISTED LIE society. We think SPONSORS are good guys. They USE us in every way .. like employees do the community work on their OWN TIME but brand takes the credit. And we silly sheep are too stupid to notice!! There is no more philanthropy! Look at old buildings .. they in themselves were works of ART and craftsmanship giving joy to us! How far we have fallen with our glass and concrete towers of developer and govt collusion for THEM .. not we the people.

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Sun. Aug 25, 2024, 7:00 PM

I finally recognized what CLINICAL depression was back in the 90's when I had been diagnosed and got to know people at meetings. Nobody really explained but I finally figured it our getting to know a mender personally. You know?!! I realize now maybe I was MISDIAGNOSED!!!! back then everybody was diagnosed with depression .. get more profit for those prozac companies! 🤬

Yes 35 years later slow learner me is wondering was I misdiagnosed? Too bad! it gave me the teaching Disability income to research and develop this work! What I speak of is life is DEPRESSING .. plain old despairing when there is no hope .. no possibility for a better life. It creates DEPRESSION when you can trust nothing, everything is a LIE, twisted or a con job. So on Friday for the first time in FOREVER I felt MASSIVE "depressed" yet nothing had happened, no terrible life situation or sad or enraging new learning. Why did I feel so TERRIBLE. That is when I remember ed th e situation above. Though the CLINICAL DEPRESSION GROUP Therapy I got to know a woman. What the HELL did she have to be depressed about?? She was gorgeous! Had a Loving husband, great kids, MANSION on the LAKE .. frigin NO DAMN reason to DARE to be depressed. I had had a life of loss .. so I say a life of hell since I hate change let alone LOSSES! I was angry and jealous of her, because in the early 90's, I had NOT yet wrapped my head around CLINICAL or ?chemical DEPRESSION. That means something in your brain isn't working right. HAH!! had this not happened to me I would not have been so fascinated with the brain and then found the LEFT BRAIN PROBLEM!!

wow .. so sorry since my brain darts around connecting all kinds of things it is usually confused. poor you trying to FOLLOW!! OK .. Friday I was terribly depressed .. no reason .. = CLINICAL depression. Yet MOST of us read;izing the state of the world is collapsing are DESPAIRING because th future does NOT look good. I do not like the seniors here VERY self absorbed and oblivious to the struggle of young people. One nicer man terrified me when he said he felt climate change Ould kill us in 10 years o sooner! If you have a MIND your are terrified and DEPRESSED. So imagine if you ALSO have clinical depression! No wonder kids are committing suicide so much more! I now feel I was misdiagnosed .. I had a divorce and PTSD from BAD emotional and some physical abuse I feel is nowhere as damaging as destroying your confidence. I think I DESERVED TO BE DEPRESSED. Maybe they just SAID clinical because it is the only way I would GET disability. I do however def have bipolar .. just mostly MANIC finding ways to save the world. So PLEASE use my persevering work!

Fri. Aug 23, 2024, 10:30 am. 

Real Humans care about OTHERS well being. REAL humans do not want to HARM others or earth.  so living in a society where anything goes regardless if it harms another .. is very hard to exist in for us more sensitive caring REAL humans.

I suggest one who cares only for self is no longer HUMAN. IF you are devoid of MIND to think and HEART to feel for others well being you have become ZOMBIE. There is a zombie scale. Just to survive today you really have to become an oblivious "being". But if you are full on "Only I .. ME, MYSELF matters! Earth and its beings are here to serve me" .. sorry I think it is time to mureder you. HEY .. stop your nonsense shock .. WAR murders innocent people .. why can't we kill heading to EVIL people? GREED is heading to evil. Smarten up corporation or we will have to destroy you. If we quit working for and buying from you .. you will lose!

Thurs. Aug. 29, 2024, 5:00 pm.

Definitely if someone cares nothing about causing harm to others sue "the pants off" them. That is the type of thing we said BEFOR "F. this F. THAT" became our callous low class norm. Hah! how dare me say "low class"! Well, guess what .. I am INSULTING the people considered "low class" back in the day .. today we are FAR worse than any "low class" .. we have ZERO class .. we do not even know what the words "HAVE SOME CLASS" mean! back to suing .. we are so stupid and IRRESPONSIBLE that if we walked on a little patch of ice and slipped .. you know made by NATURE, we would be screaming suing some poor little guy or biz! WAKE UP .. take some responsibility get off your damn phone and take part in the REAL WORLD. In the winter there could be ice. You are a HUMAN living in a human family. we look out for each other in NORMAL times. In our chaos insane times we walk phone faced then blame and scream at others. 

I think parents should NOT be allowed to have kids to begin with (Incredible irresponsible to bring into a collapsing world) BUT .. if you do have kids .. it might be nice to PARENTTHEM .. you know create responsive caring of others CIVIL CITIZENS? Here is a PERFECT example .. and sorry now I am biased to Jews! A 4 yr old knocked over a 3500!!!! year old vase in a museum. What the hell is the parent even BRINGING the kid and why did that monster get so close. (sorry the PARENT is the irresponsible arrogant entitled MONSTER 🤬) EVEN worse the museum forgave and he is invited back. TALK ABOUT FAKE NEWS. Thanks TV for trying to make Israel look so nice. They are even worse irresponsible entitled than here! 

NOW .. if you are shocked at what I am saying and screaming to knock me off the web .. go burn in hell .. you are everything wrong with society. Go learn to use your BRAIN and common sense and maybe we will not die from RIDICULOUS ENTITLED ARROGANT LACK OF RESPONSIBLE BEHAVIOUR..

Sorry MY people .. good humans who do no harm and try to HELP .. after 7 decades quietly wondering and worrying I have recently turned to RAGING RANTING. When an almost 80, used to be nice LADY only wants to MURDER people .. we have a PROBLEM. I have a great pension. Imaging the rage of young men who will never even have a house and family let alone a PENSION! Get very worried .. and H bomb is about to explode. It is not a HYDROGEN Bomb but a HUMAN bomb. You can not HARM so many GOOD Humans for your own shallow selfish goal and not FINALLY EXPECT RETRIBUTION. If I am angry second hand, feeling the GREAT UNFAIRNESS of our Left brain SELFISH society .. imaging the young people who see they are left with NOTHING .. thanks to us greedy thoughtless old guys .. 😱

Tues. Aug 20, 2024, 9:00 am.

added Tues. Aug 27 .. DIVERSE .. check meaning .. we even divided PROCESSES into teeny parts so that nothing CONNECTS! There is NO PRIDE in any work because no one actually MAKES anything anymore .. it is segmented into stupid little jobs. Used to be .. 1992, I knew a guy who got 35$ an hour (prob more than me as teacher when you count PREP TIME + marking AT HOME) .. 32$ hr for screwing on hubcaps. Of course now it is robots who do that .. and then we wonder why no jobs.   Hah THERE, 🤪 .. that was the beginning of our insanity, our "stupid brain" cancerous VIRUS!

Diversity = DIVIDE (good for keeping control! But we are all just HUMANS .. all the SAME not "special"!)

DIVERSE parts of a system , idea, invention DIVIDES into "specialization". But our love of SPECIALIZATION means NOTHING CONNECTS ANYMORE. A simple tasks requires 4 different phone calls! 

Sat. August 31, 2024, 12:45 pm.

Palestine polio vaccine .. wow!! Seriously .. families dead no city, no infrastructure .. everything destroyed with NO LET UP .. but ooooohhh we Israel country are so kind .. we will stop a minute so you can bring a VAX. Are we seriously THIS insane .. I think I better just QUIT .. this is LUDICRUOUS! 

Teachers must be going crazy! supposed to respond to student Emails within 24 hours! Hopefully this is only college. I remember when I was a teacher I calculated our REAL hours even with vacation, and I was making less than a FORD assembly line worker. that was in the 90's. More horrifying today! Yup everything is insane and soon the H Bomb will explode. HUMANS!! all going crazy at once! EEE .. I am seeing it! 

Please STOP being a part of the INSANITY .. just QUIT .. step OUT OF THE NONSENSE, STEP OUT of our shallow selfish EXTREME (profit, power, prestige) "progress" toxic soup!.. and let's take back control of the world! Good humans taking over in a HUMAN (not $ CENTRIC) world! .. I do have a SERIOUS plan! We start small. Meet at our "church" Library cafe to create the plan for our template community. (I am going to see if I can get NYC "Little Island" Mr Diller to sponsor "BIG ISLAND" .. hmmm .. a revised better version of AMERICA .. for WE the PEOPLE!!!

As usual came out my "suite" door and a memo fell to the floor. I am a germ freak, no shoes in my place! There is a MAGNET on the metal door frame to hold the memo so it STAYS in place when door is opened from inside. Does anybody USE IT? NO! I have been yelling about this for years but by the long walk to the elevator and the wait .. my rambling brain has long ago moved on! This time I was on a rant .. wasted half my morning WAITING around for the overworked concierge but finally I let my DISAPPROVAL BE HEARD.

What is wrong with TRAINING these people! Sure you keep losing people after a year, but you who supposedly know how to manage 200 "Nursing homes" (evil Chartwell) SHOULD HAVE A TRAINING SYSTEM separated for over NIGHT workers. The concierge told ME to tell the 3 to 11:00 pm girl, so SHE could tell the over night girl. I knew that concierge was Left brain .. that solves the problem with a BANDAID!! How about a REAL solution? There is a TRAINING manual .. and while they sit overnice doing nothing they can LEARN it all. NOW .. when they move to days they already know how to run everything!

Thurs. Aug 29, 2024, 11:00 am.

This time it seems like 1 kid on a playground of just a FEW. One monster or autistic needing a padded room is screaming blue muder CONSTANTLY. I am laughing because there were police and a siren and it made me think 🤔 .. hmm why don't I start calling the police?? I mean a kid is screaming blue murder, they must be b

Sat. Aug 31, 2024, 7:30 pm. Enough confusion and CHAOS ... WE lash IN .. or we lash OUT! 

TV Program was asking "Why are there more Hate crimes and crime has increased? I had no time to watch it but think it is SIMPLE. We do not look for CAUSE. Mayor tory said it best .. Bad guys are NOT BORN .. they are made! ( .. by us neglecting their support when hit with injustice)

1. We feel totally OUT OF CONTROL of our lives. If we do sone DAMAGE .. we just finally had some POWER, "You have to PAY ATTENTION to me now. You never supported me or saw me! NOW! you SEE ME and will pay ATTENTION to me. We are ALL losing our minds in various ways. This is how humanity will end .. zombies from within!! No MIND and no "HEART" remains in a decaying toxic brain.
2. Life is not FAIR .. eventually when the injustice gets too much WE LASH OUT. I think people do not UNDERSTAND fighting past a lost limb and getting into the Paralympics is NOTHING! .. compared to what some people have suffered through. You can not SEE our wounds, so you think they are insignificant! That is SHALLOW thinking.  (My life was hell .. full of loss but you could see no "disability". maybe loss PARALYZES us?  Yet even my losses are NOTHING compared to the suffering faced by some of these young (especially. black) men with no support growing up and looked on with distrust! As a woman I could cry and be weakling .. men are not allowed that release valve! So eventually since suicide is also considered WEAK .. they lash out in violence  .. often with no logical victim. Random shooting seem they would be anger plus wanting to show power because of stolen control over any of our life.
3. When life is so stupid, and enraging that and almost 80 yr old used to be "nice lady" wants to murder people who are not CIVIL HUMANS .. we have a very big problem. No wonder violence is way up. 
4. Never mind the idiot self absorbed, self centred, virtual reality idiot screen raised kids, they do not even UNDERSTAND in REAL REALITY when you are SHOT you die !! REAL LIFE  is not a game!!

.. because those in charge are Left brain and just like I thought even that concierge is Left brain. Her life runs so smoothly, compared to us WORRIER Right brains. Our solutions are BETTER btus they take some time to contemplate. Meantime Left brains threw on a quick bandaid

..

Tue, 20th August 2024
Oscar Cainer

Heroes and villains. Deities and devils. We tend to see the world as a place of high contrasts and unambiguous differences. We like to be able to immediately identify the people and ideas we want to champion and cheer, and those we want to distrust and boo. And once we've made a decision, extenuating circumstances and reasons to reconsider our opinions are a nuisance. Under these powerful skies, don't allow yourself to be swayed by your own (or anyone else's) prejudice. Beyond the obvious lies a gift you don't want to miss.

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I followed Oscar's DAD, Jonathon for years, always reading the horoscope the NEXT day, just for fun, to see if it made sense? It tended to be eerily perfect! We do not even recognize how CONNECTED we are to a bigger COSMOS!! So let's ALL follow this very good advice!!

from Cainer Aug 20, above "once we've made a decision on bad or good, extenuating circumstances and reasons to RECONSIDER our opinions .. are a nuisance". This is exactly where Left Brian BANDAIDS and siloes come from! Slap on a profitable bandaid. Never mind what the CAUSE of diabetes or cancer is. "causes are HARD work THINKNG. If stopping something CURES IT .. where is the profit?" Damn you American Left brains .. together you single handedly destroyed America .. but you took civilization with you! That is evil. But the EVIL s always the RULERS .. the powerful .. those in charge. Lots of REAL inventive creative Americans had BETTER solutions but they took time. ALL left brains want is FAST EASY profit!! Sorry that is nether progress NOR "success". Is it any wonder America will NOT reach 250 years? Watch my induction be right!

Fri. Aug 23, 2024, 8:00 am

WHY do I have to do your THINKING FOR YOU? 

.. then be called "who do you think YOU are, the boss?" or woke? or then cancelled ? or SWORN at, all down the street? UNBELIEVABLE! What an "UGLY society" we have become. (Hey, maybe it is only Canada?) Anyway .. USE YOUR OWN DAMN BRAIN! if you have one? 🤔 (does trump use his?)

1. Thanks TIM's line guy! I always feel so "accomplished" when I make the LINE WORK at Tim's! People are so stupid (oblivious ) they do not go where the line SHOULD be (the "rope") and stand by door and garbage, causing all kinds of CHAOS. I shared With guy who lined up behind me PROPERLY. When I later said bye he said "why do I have to tell people this LOGIC .. just use your damn COMMON SENSE!"  Thank you, sir! Smarten up people! USE your BRAIN or GET OFF THE PLANET that you are making STUPID .. zombie world!"
2. Why do I have to tell you your damn dog is NOT "LEASHED when the leash is ten feet long, apart from you. LEASHED MEANS "DOG BY YOUR SIDE!" 🙈  WAKE UP TO DECENCY! God .. we have gone so STUPID .. or worse .. SELFISH! along with self absorbed AND self centred! We are DONE unless we SMARTEN UP! IDIOTS .. HUMANITY only survives working TOGETHER! 👿😱