DUALITY .. both good and bad vs "YES .. AND .."

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Thurs. Aug 29, 2024, 10:45 am.

? flighty what a fly everywhere mind I have 😱🙈

Even kindness .. people are so much kinder than I am .. but instead of "giving a fish" I am trying to build a Fishing pole so the hungry person can feel control in their now finding independence vs dependence.  (interesting how Left brains unable to be kind say we are just trying to show off how great we are .. very sad! There is def Virtue signalling but that is HR CSR and ESG .. not us decent people. Left brains seize on ANYTHING that suits their agenda (ME!). So we must always look at the opposite side. And remember they are DISABLED form deeper thinking. My good friend Jackie was always democrat but now has turned to TRUMP. She is a lovely person so what has HAPPENED to us? Our brains are fried from prior functioning by the toxic soup we live in!

If we still have a "THINK DEEPER" Right hemisphere .. always look for another side (good/ bad? black vs white) and try to balance the 2 because we live in a "GREY world" NOT black and white! Well because we lazily scream black/ white demonization I EVERYTHING, we have created weird UN-LIVABLE world. Even my 'black/ white" will be TWISTED (vs misconstrued which is a real human failure we can handle) TWISTED into racism. We live in a TWISTING Win/ LOSE society 

Thurs. Aug 29, 2024, 10:15 am.

Mon. Sept 23, 2024, 8:30 am.

MASONS .. a demonizing WAR in my family! They are evil. NO! I think they are good. I just figured out the confusion of TRUTH! OMG!! EVERYTHING is BOTH good and evil because taken extreme always RUINS everything. Tall building are a good resource use of scarce land. But like Penn said "never higher than Phila city hall"! Now we have destroyed the HUMAN of cities with our concrete towers! So we often demonize because we look at only ONE era! NEAR SIGHTED = tall is good. FAR sighted tall towers destroy our HUMANITY! STUPID heading to zombie BEINGS (Without a balanced brain) just scream and demonize the other. Quiet, BALANCED BRAIN REAL HUMANS with fully functioning MIND and "heart" know the truth is between! Moderation. Extreme makes everything evil. Balance is the only NORMAL, never EXTREME.

Our EXTREME cancer is also CONTAGIOUS. We catch it from the next guy or marketing our brain.

Mon. Sept 2, 2024, 4:30 pm.

Is that the "both and" like when we feel "PUT DOWN" disrespected by someone .. but the opposing ideas are BOTH actually correct. Maybe not saying BUT! allows the Left brain person to HEAR? As soon as we say BUT! it feels like battle to them and they msut win. HAH .. is this why I think Left brains are the bullies and emotionally abusive. They always must take you down. But it is just that they can not as easily unpeel the layers of the LIFE ONION problem or idea. "Both..  and .." would be the crumbly shell and the elastic skin (politicians in Usa unable to get into the onion ayers DISCUSSING to the heart of the problem (onion!)

Mon. Sept. 2, 2024, 5:00 pm.

This place I hate (Senior semi retired ACTIVE living ..gone nursing home SCAM) at least has been a better than UNIVERSITY degree or "Weird world" research project experience ! It is like a little MICROCOSM of how weird our western world works .. like confusion and chaos. So so many concierges ago. Natalia responded to my indignation at why TRUTH could just not be people saying what is TRUE!?? She said what about perspective and got YELLED AT. PERSPECTIVE has no place in truth .. I do not care what your PERSPECTIVE is .. true facts are truth even is you do not like them." That may be true of my daughter's belief I left them at a NYThruway rest stop (LIE!) .. but yet .. could be TWISTED as True.🤬 This is the world we live in .. my daughter could put this on social and I am toast. Yet it is twisted .. not PERSPECTIVE just factually not true BUT actually .. damn it .. when you think about something long enough it always changes!! I guess this THRUWAY stop problem is all in the INTERPRETATION of "left"! Yes, I LEFT them. it was a bad thing to do .. poor scared kids .. but I just parked behind the restaurant for a couple minutes! Of course I never LEFT the actual thruway stop. I am may not have been a good mom but I was never THAT bad (explain exit/ access danger). So here we have the perfect problem .. I guess our "perspective on "left behind?". Actually leaving is like 10! on the guilt scale but hiding behind food place BRIEFLY is like 2. This is kind of our new Accounting system to find FAIR.

Now to The Air show! cancel it! 75 years!!?? what you WOKE idiot .. I love the sound of those Jets .. they make us feel anything is possible so exciting. Now here is the ONION as emblem example. I am the outer crackle shell .. shallow, selfish .. give me my thrilling Air show, just the sound is so exiting and seeing those planes upside down just now is exhilarating.

BUT! What about these protest people .. saying it brings anxiety to Veterans, demeaning the WAR situation they were in with just a disrespectful SPECTACLE. My first shallow reaction was "get lost you WOKE jerks!" .. this has gone on 75 years .. showing off the work of these pilots and bringing excitement and pride to the forces or organizations that keep everything going is GOOD. You seriously think YOU are the first thoughtful kind caring people in 75 years?? get lost.

But the more I CONTEMPLATED it .. or that other hamster wheel thinking I did, I began to wonder. GUESS WHAT?? A perfect example of our new HUMAN VALUE Accounting system. Our health depends on our mental well being. Is our fun Air show experience HARMING OTHERS? So this needs a VOTE .. but not a DUMBOCRACY vote of yes/ no .. such simplicity proving our DUMBness. But a VALUE VOTE

Power iS a DUAL word .. BOTH .. evil AND good! WHEN POWER IS TAKEN TO HARM OTHERS it is evil. But when we feel control in ourselves we can use it as a feeling of ABULITY, possibility to do GOOD. We NEED TO FEEL WE HAVE SOME POWER in our life .. or we start to BE BAD!! Far more work needed here .. = our criminal system vs don't CREATE criminals by making them feel devalued and unimportant "I'll show you!" This NICE ol lady is turning MURDEOUS! Ignore and delve a person ling enough they commit suicide or if they lash out they become VIOLENT .. they TAKE what was never shared. (I know there are physcopaths but I think most criminals JUST WENT THE WRONG WAY. They got no GOOD SUPPORT and then felt connected in an angry group.

Wed. Aug 21, 2024, 5:00 pm.

"I'm SPECIAL! I have RIGHTS" is what happens when thoughtful well meaning ideas are taken EXTREME. WE wanted each person to feel valued, but not the shallow SELFISH behaviour we have today. When "I'm SPECIAL" turns into me/ mine here NOW!" it creates UNCIVIL society. Society was WE/ US first for millennia. The American way became too SELFISH destroying our civil society. "Me first" to EXTREME will ALWAYS be bad. Of course we must look after the SELF, BUT NOT BY HARMING OTHERS in our way! We CONVENIENTLY forgot that part of the "plane mask" saying! Most Everything is GOOD and BAD. (Even love without RESPONSIBILITY is bad. "LAZY, Phone faced PARENTS!" TEACH your kids civility! There is NOT being loved in REAL parenting!) Most everything has 2 sided character, like sun or wind, but any idea or thing taken EXTREME usually becomes EVIL. We took EVERYTHING EXTREME so we have a DYSTOPIAN toxic soup to live in!

Trying to be kind to immigrants and gays was a CARING thoughtful concept no doubt begun by Right brains. Wow .. do the EVIL 100, that actually have all global control over us, always take every good idea and flip it BAD???? eeeyih! When we are imbalanced confused living in chaos the overwhelm of stress kills our health. Interesting how after 50 years all of a sudden cannabis is OK! It's legal. What a great thought my son had .. good to keep us calm and subservient (behaving). Every good idea is taken extreme and then turns BAD! That will take more study for sure. Having each person fee good about themslef is wonderful. But it can be FLIPPED to make us hate each other. I never hated anyone and especially felt compassion for gays. How is it I now want nothing to do with ANYTHING LGBQRSTUV? When you shove down our throat day and night it gets our back up! I do not care what you do with your genitals .. leave me ALONE. And where is my parade for being WEIRD. Mental illness is weird right? I want a bipolar PARADE and CELEBRATION. Bipolars are genius maybe because they see the horror in the world (depressed) but are creative so they design a better way. Now I am MANIC HIGH .. we are going to build utopia. Why does my weird get no CELEBRATING?

Immigrants get celebrated so much in Canada we are purely divide in a tower of babal. I now am ANGRY at immigrants for their disrespect of the country they came to. This was NEVER a part of my life .. this was caused by lack of celebrating our SAME .. we are JUST HUMANS!

You are NOT special! get over yourself. if you want to join this club you are just ANOTHER member of a living SPECIES like an amoeba, or a RAT, or a Moth. We all want what creates quality of LIFE. In our community all contribute but receive FAIR

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